Yesterday I did some updates to my links pages. Never did write anything, but mom should send my notebook with that Kidder thing in it, hopefully today. Well... I should write today, being another day off. But I never know if I'll be able to force myself to. It's so weird to have to force myself to do my favorite thing in the world. Damned damned damned writer's inertia! I should at least try not to drink. Some people do their best writing (or other artistic endeavours) while drunk (or on other drugs). Me, I can't write for shit when I'm drunk. It's next to impossible to start writing while sober, but while drunk it's even harder. Hard to do much of anything, it all seems so pointless. Even more pointless than when I'm sober... which is usually pretty pointless to begin with. But life sucks, and when I have a few beers handy... which isn't always... I dunno.

Anyway. I wish I had a second VCR. A good one. I've gotten back into taping music videos on a temp tape, but I can't copy them to permanent tapes. Also... it seems so weird that freeze frame works better on SLP than SP. Have I said that before? I wouldn't want to tape anything permanent on SLP though. So I'd want a good vcr where freeze works properly even on SP. But what I really want is a DVD burner, copy all my old tapes onto DVD-R. DVD's freeze frame is so frickin' sweet. But for now I'd settle for another VCR. And get the friggin' music channels to stop cluttering the screen up with extraneous junk. Said it before, but it bears repeating.... (That British chick covering "fell in love with a girl" is on VH1 right now, damn inside track....)

My problems are so damn trivial.